April 14, 2002 journal, Jeremiah 15-17 "I sat not in the assembly of the mockers, nor rejoiced; I sat alone because of thy hand: for thou hast filled me with indignation. 18-Why is my pain perpetual, and my wound incurable, which refuses to be healed? Will thou be altogether unto me as a liar, and as waters that fail? 19-Therefore thus saith the lord, if thou return, when will I bring thee again, and thou shall stand before me: And if thou shall take forth the precious from the vile, thou shalt be as my mouth: let them return unto thee; but return not thou unto them". I awakened this morning with praises on my lips for the Lord God Almighty who rules and reins in my life, in my heart and mind, also, in my soul.

We are on the verge of World chaos and starvation when governments will fall and wide spread suffering will be revealed. The History Channel is showing that JFK was killed by the CIA from a drainage receptacle and that Oswall was only a plant and a scapegoat. A dairy farmer is now running for governor of our state and I plan to vote for him mainly because he is a dairy farmer, but I first want to ask him if he is a member of the secret Masonic society that rules this country and most of the world. CBS Sunday Morning as one of the few shows I watch showed the all orfring train that ran from New York to the West in the early 20th century carrying thousands of young children off the streets and out of the institutions of abuse to more abuse with adopted foster parents in states like Texas and Nebraska. Those children have lives to tell about the abuse during this and it is sad.

Also shown was the history of the Income Tax that began with Abraham Lincoln when he traded us off to the banks for obvious reasons to be taxed like slaves, all income was to be taxed reportedly to fight the civil war. This tax was never really ratified by Congress and remains questionably legal. Someone has filed for a tax refund from the black community claiming $30 million in reparations for slavery and the I.R.S. has reportedly automatically and indeliberately paid the claim. I suspect it will be difficult for them to retrieve money. Some have reportedly sent along a note with their tax return in place of money that was signed by them individually instead of the foreign Federal Reserve notes which is just as worthless. The signing of an income tax return is in a sense swearing and I sure interpret swearing as against my religious conviction. Tax payers swear that this is all their income and this gets them in trouble in many cases. The courts swear in people to tell the truth with their hand laid on a Bible. There can be indeed stiff penalties for lying to a court.

I brought the little lamb home today so innocent and as white as snow. The family loved it. We put it in a fence and put up a tent and put old outdoor furniture cushions on the ground. It ate dry food and ate grass, it drank some water and would not take its bottle. We were told that lambs must be bottle fed for 12 weeks but this one is six weeks old.

I stayed with the lamb in the pen until nearly midnight and it began to play. Each time it would encircle me it got closer to me and finally laid down beside me. The lamb as an example of innocence and that is why the Bible compares Christ to a lamb sacrificed once and for all to cover our sin before the throne of God. If a dog attacks a lamb, it don't fight, it just gives up they say. Let us be pure and white in our inner soul to be like Christ, live. It sure takes a lot to save a lamb from the butcher block and it took a lot to save us from eternal damnation. Once the family saw lamb all attitudes changed and they loved it nearly.

Everyone did a part to save the lamb and make it comfortable and welcome. we must become as a little lamb to achieve the kingdom of God. Let us humble ourselves meekly.

I did not tell the family the low female lamb will join Charlie today, her name is Sally. If $50 will save lamb, then let us save them all. if we could know the aborted babies than we would save them all as well. it is our job to know the Lord and know the innocent people. .